Decided I actually don't want to email T. We will talk tomorrow. I was feeling incredibly anxious but I managed to mostly calm myself down...the seeing a new T situation we can talk about (that was the plan anyway) and talking to her accidentally on the phone was probably more embarrassing for her than it was for me, considering she let me talk for quite awhile without recognizing my voice. So I can out this into perspective; I didn't do anything wrong and we will discuss it tomorrow and she will be her usual caring, supportive, nonjudgmental self. Right?