You know what is probably amazing to all of you folks here on PC that know me and just how insane I am, to everyone except my immediate family, mom, bro, sis-in-law, sis and bro-in-law and my best friend, Melissa, pretty much the only people who don't think I am an EXTREMELY together, upbeat, friendly, joyful, christian lady are my t and pdoc. We have even excused away hospital visits. I am such a fake in real life, lol.