I haven't felt judged. I just know that I've been through so many conversations with real life people who say I have an excuse for everything. And the excuse really is that I've been being treated for 13 years, most of that not very successfully on the medication front. So I guess I just wanted to make sure people know I'm not just trying to be obnoxious or more obnoxious than the mania is making me without my knowledge. I have loved the support here and I don't want people to not want to give more because of my list of "done that's, can't do thats".