Seriously, no worries!
Even though we share a ton of common ground, understanding in ways that only fellow BPs can, still, everyone is an individual and has had their own experiences and history with this beastie we call bipolar. That's ok. I don't imagine there are many who
haven't had problems with meds. Some more than others. But no matter what the level, there's probably someone that can relate. That's what it's all about.
And as far as posting a lot being manic-y? We're pretty used to that around here.
Welcome

and don't worry. It's all ok.
I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy.