I just can't get this out of my head really, despite trying very hard to put it aside and wait to discuss it with my abouttoleaveT.

I was thinking on what you said Mouse, about another clients problems becoming mine. It led me to think if she can talk badly of another client like that, then what would stop her talking about me like that? And why did the T have to bring her 'stuff' about this other client into my session?

It was really hard for me to even ask about emailing between sessions, asking about something that I feel I need! Oh my, it was so hard for me to do that with my aboutoleaveT, and caused an enormous amount of angst, that to do it now and get this sort of reaction........

I am probably blowing it out of proportion, but it really worries me and has me feeling all anxious about seeing her again.