This is a nightmare for you. Very sorry you had to experience this. Truly not something I would wish upon anyone. I can only hope that you don't shut down completely, but find another therapist that is good. They are out there and when you have one, it makes all the difference in the world.

I wish you the best and if I could program your computer to give you a hug right now, I would do so. Don't give up. Please don't.