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Originally Posted by puzzle_bug1987
Therapy is such a bizarre concept to me now. It seems so unnatural and so dangerous and so scary. I poured my heart out to someone and told this person things I will never tell anyone again and had never told anyone before. I was terrified these things would repulse him and disgust him so much he wouldn't see me anymore. I told him that. He said he would never do that. He would see me through to the end. He would never give up on me. He would never make me do anything I wasn't ready to do, but in the end it was all lies. He lied.
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The lying is hard to deal with because it is NOT okay. I'm struggling with that in my situation too. It's really confusing on top of being hurtful. I'm so sorry you had to go through this because I feel that pain too, and it sucks.
I agree with you about therapy. I was reading some posts here last night while I was at work and some of them disturb me A LOT and make me feel really sick and sad. People seem unhappy and it just all seems really unhealthy. They make me uncomfortable after my experience, and maybe it's unhealthy to read them and ruminate? I don't really know.
I don't like that our pain is considered an "agenda" and we can't talk about it. Whether they are therapists or not, making empty promises is wrong. Your pain is real, and it's such a betrayal.