Hi, HOkie

Tough situation.
To me, your guts and heart are the only ones that can give you the answers you're looking for. Of course, cool, detached thinking and being reasonable and rational would be the first resources...

Your post makes me think about condom use, though. It stinks that when we marry someone we are expected to trust them blindly. I have the hardest time in the world when it comes to this.
I trust condoms, that's what.

So your post makes me think of more questions concerning sexual health, like, how does one demand condom use while in a supposedly steady relationship?

Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm on the verge of regret here and wondering if I should really post this. But it's your health, and maybe you could give it a thought as well.

Please, disregard if you think I'm not making sense.

Wish you the best + peace.