thanks these explanations make sense i cant remember exactly what i bought in the dream but im sure there was some food, like small snacks or something. but that wasnt all because it was a big bag i was carrying, a plastic carrier bag from some shop but i had bought lots of different things from different shops. thats all i remember

as for whats valuable in my life right now im really not sure. the thing ive always valued most is that i am physicly fit. i dont have any physical problems, no allergys (i was thinking about this the other day when i was looking at some self help website and it said think of things your grateful for and things your grateful you dont have), and i can walk miles easily etc. thats probably what means the most to me. if that makes sense