I know what I am doing now isn't working it is just hard because I if they do say I have to go to the hospital my parents will be super mad at me and I can't miss the school not that it would do much as I am already failing I just don't know what to do anymore I plus the only hospital where I live doesn't have ANY services for people my age like I mean 0 nothing at all so they will just look at me like I am being a nuisance and complaining and then they will be mad at me too ugh maybe I should just give up.