Hey - does anyone here have pure O? Does it get in the way of your creative endeavors, if you have any? I used to be a choreographer for dance, and a pretty good one (not to boast, but just to depict myself accurately) -- now I can't really even dance anymore. I can't do a simple 2-step. I can't get into the rhythm of dancing anymore...for some reason I don't feel it anymore. It's not that I've lost passion for it - I've already explored this possibility thoroughly. I'm very motivated to dance, but can't do it...

Someone said I need to practice in case I'm rusty, but that's not the case either. I've tried practicing, but I can't seem to execute anything the way I want. I can probably do the moves (Eventually), but I don't feel like I'm dancing...just moving my limbs. And it's very awkward for me. And very awkward to look at, I'm assuming.

Is anyone in a similar boat? Or can you actually enjoy what you're doing and feel pretty good about what you're doing (that you're doing it right)?

I can tell there's some OCD tendencies in what I'm writing...by asking "doing it right", as if there was a "Right" way of doing things. I'm trying to see if my OCD/Pure-O is a separate issue from my dancing/creative pursuits issue.

Thanks anyone/everyone for reading.