i'm at my best when there's a crisis. yup. Suuuuper Kiya! Nerves of steel, calm of mind, organizing tasks, delegating. (then fall apart later). I cupped a woman's head (putting my palm between the ground and her head) while she bled all over it from taking a serious fall and drop to the ragged cement. I was driving, saw her trip and fall (leave the ground) back down the hill and her head bounce on the uneven walk. I pulled my car over, put the emergency lights on, grabbed phone and keys, assessed her, told her who I was and that I would help her, called 911.... I was fine until the EMTs showed up. then went into shock, staring at my bloodied hand and the pool of it running down the walk, while they all ignored me and left with the woman.