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Originally Posted by Thefallen97
it's the overwhelming feeling, and I'm sure nobody cares at this point if I do i.. it's like I'm so sure I want to go ahead and go though with it, the only thing that holds me back is the pain it "could" cause... I feel like like going though with it...I'm not depressed. I'm not I think it's my calling... it is my calling, I just have to go ahead and do it, and not be scared about it... but I am scared about it.
there's nothing... we are all just all blank and we can't stand it I'm just scared because? it's always because I have to do this its all I'm good for
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Hello sweet Angel,
I dropped in on this forum because my mother had schizo affective disorder. I got the bipolar part from her. When I saw your post, I started sobbing. You will never know how precious you are to your family and friends if you take this path..My mother did this and I found her..you don't know the agony and pain you will put everyone through..There are alternatives in life and your storm will pass.