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Old Apr 26, 2015, 02:20 AM
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"But then I wonder what would my natural mood be right now? I hate all these meds. What would I be like if I wasn't on them? Would I really be worse? Or would I be better?"

I wonder this all of the time. Like when I get breakthrough manic symptoms I wonder, would I be totally manic and psychotic if I weren't on meds right now. And when I'm depressed I wonder if the meds are just weighing me down and dulling my emotions to the point where I'm dead inside. Or sometimes I wonder if I would be pleasantly hypomanic if I weren't on meds.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD.


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Thanks for this!
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