hello. it is good to know i am now alone. share a compressed version of my story here. do you have similar experience or advice?

i was working for 10 years in 1 job after graduation. though the demands were high and very stressful, it paid reasonably well and i loved the job itself. this all changed when my subordinate started to defame me and my boss actually believed her. my boss started to bully me at work (constant criticism,daily yelling ,humiliating me in front of all my co-workers, underminding my competence, intimidating me , threaten to change me to another department without any solid reason....)boss even asked me to do illegal and immoral things, which when i refused made him hate me even more.i started to burnout,developing insomnia, eating too much, nausea, dizzy, chest pain, cannot breath, panic attacks, constantly at the verge of tears,memory lost....i lost trust in humans and lost interest in living.i was diagnosed with major depression and put on antidepression. it got so bad i resigned before getting a new job .

after 9 months jobless, i felt better and went into a low paying job in a completely different industry . after 2 years in it, i found i loved this job. i started applying for better positions in this new industry, went for several interviews only to find the pay cut of 35%. this hurt for my family was not understanding in this matter.i start feeling the depression relapse symptoms. i feel stuck and alone without support.wonder should i make the change and how long will i be completely healed and back to me again?