Thanks Moogieotter, I appreciate your support. I am out of the Percocet now, so maybe I'll luck out, have no more pain and this nightmare will be over with. Otherwise and NA meeting is a really good idea.

Editing this about an hour later to say no such luck. Neck and head pain has crept in and, due to my abuse, I have nothing to relieve the pain. That's what I get I guess . . .