That's a great accomplishment for you!

[QUOTE]But it feels so surreal. So scary. I've never had a name to put with it. I'm scared. What does it mean for me now? [QUOTE]

I remember feeling this way when I was diagnosed too. But I also had a sense of relief. Finally I had an explanation as to why I was feeling like this for so many years! Now you can be treated and hopefully start to feel better!