Okay. I'm getting out of the car now.

Or maybe it is better for me to just relish this time of baby being asleep in here and nobody whining at me.

But maybe I should go be somewhere with people instead of sitting here feeling down and writing about it

Or maybe I need to indulge the mood a bit while I'm alone

Probably I just need to stop thinking so much and just do what I want to do

What is that?

Follow my gut

Ummmmm

I want to go get this yummy bread

But what if there is an incident of violence in the store and I regret going. I can see it on the news..

But that won't happen. Those things don'the happen

But what if they did.

Now I'm all worked up.

I want to call someone and spew my crazy.

I want to keep my crazy to myself.

I should just get out.....

And this is how I get paralyzed.... Any body else do this