((((((((((((Direction)))))))))))))

I do feel like I'm losing a part of me ... one of those leaving is the guy I kinda have a thing for (talked about him a tiny bit on the forums in relationships a while back). he's not just graduating, he's leaving the bleeping COUNTRY. I may not like that very much... understatement.

I hope I'm feeling better soon ... it sucks to not have energy to even write this post. sorry for disjointedness.

thanks