I agree with everyone else, your description of depression is spot on. When I get into my black moods, I can't see anything but darkness. I understand how you feel immensely. I've only joined PC last night but I'm finding out that I can relate to a lot of what other people are going through.

It's hard for me to explain depression to those who don't suffer from it, but I've never known anyone else who suffered from depression. I think its good that a website like this exists because we can talk to others that feel the way we do.

I hope you find a little bit of solace in knowing that at least here, on this site, you're not alone.