id say when i was a teen i tried harder to fit in because i was very much bullied and picked on and threatened and i feared for my life and i didnt want to be in that position.

nowadays and especially after high school i dont care about where i fit in but my style still remains dark and broody.

i like fashion but i always go towards darker styles. i liked punk when i was a teen but now id like to blend in more. i dont want to be dying my hair red or blue anymore. thats why i opted out of getting piercings on my face. i still retain some of the fashion of it though like i have my ears stretched. i still wear skulls and stripes and plaid.

i have these one pairs of pains where 1 leg is black and the other leg is plaid. another pair of pants where one leg is black - the other red. etc.