Thank you everyone. Interesting thing happen to me yesterday after I posted this. I met with someone I know who is the head of a Pych. part of hospital. We talked and I found out during my final days working I had switch from an anti anxiety medicine to another. This lead me to go from a withdraw cold turkey from Valium (It was a generic of it I think). The current medication I'm taking may also be causing me to have bipolar like symptoms. Meaning that it's been causing me to go up and down throughout my treatment.

The good news is that I have a plan now, and I understand chemically what is happening in my body. I just wanted to give you guys an update to let you know. (Also I'm not anti medication, but in this cause I may have been over proscribed)