At the moment, I'm still rebelling. I don't want to have to do that. It overwhelms me and they never want to read what you bring them, but want you to talk it all. I can't even remember everything. I have over 200 pages of emails I've sent to this psychiatrist and I can't see someone reading it all to catch up even if I ask them to prior to my coming in. (That would be the ideal, if they would.) Plus I've been on disability and was planning on going back to full time in August, but wanted someone who knew the situation in the picture since I'm starting school and I don't know if it will put me over the edge again and if I might need time off again.