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Originally Posted by Capriciousness
Do you ever feel like that?
I know they love me. But I find myself irritating and confusing and they must too. I don't feel like talking to them about Bipolar and all my crazy because I feel like I have done that too much in the past and I'm trying to keep it more contained.
But I still need help often and need an ear often and I have definitely put them through a lot in the past. I wonder if I could really be a good friend to a person with BIpolar in real life. It seems like it would be kinda draining.
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Yeah, and I eventually chose topics to attend to that were very broad, and I'm still not spoken to or heard. It's likely something to do with rejection. It's sad, but it's my consideration, and it's worth thinking about because you can basically figure out what it actually is, and it may happen that you do that, and then get bored or go off on a tangent and think it's relevant, which I think, comes from having stigma applied. Especially from the ones who are supposed to accept that you have free will and every right at all to do your thing, even if it has consequences that do not suit their self identities.