It's only money and just don't have the time or energy to persue it at the moment.

I haven't comment on his action to him at all.

He did ring the other day sounding very sad and lonely. I just said I hate this situation that we are in and he agreed. I was just calm and the conversation was short.

Then he said he would call back and of couse this was his "pool and beers" night so no call.

I kinda sat by the phone waiting for his call, and I think that is just an old habit.

I've been "good" to myself and haven't checked the web forum to read all the crap that is going on down there and not putting myself through anxiety. Will try and keep up the good work.

Had a lovely time with my family at Miss Siagon, has anyone seen the play it was just brillent and so sad and funny.

I'm just trying to focus on the good feelings I had when I was there with my family......so hopefully that will work.

Kids are away this weekend and I have a ball to attend....sixties theme. Looking forward to meeting new people.

I still care for him but so angry for what has happen. Just put it down to experience I guess.

God Bless you all
SpringStar.