I'm having troubles wording this in a way that it'll make sense so sorry about that.
Sometimes I feel really stressed because I'm not really going anywhere with my life. I have a job, I keep busy with church activities, going to the gym, housework, etc., but I'm not working towards any long-term goals. Every day is more or less the same, and I don't feel like I'm moving forward or making a difference.
I'd like to go back to school, get a more professional job, maybe someday start a family, but I don't have anything specific that I want to do with my life. Besides, going back to school is out of my budget at the moment, even if I had a clear idea of what I wanted to do.
I feel like I should be doing something instead of just living day by day. I feel like I'm wasting my life and I need to be doing something bigger and more important.
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Diagnosed with EDNOS and major depressive disorder
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