So I don't actually think anything is poisoned, I know it's all irrational, but I can't stop from freaking out about it. For some reason I've gotten this fixation that my food is drugged with lsd. If there's anything off about it, I start freaking out. Like the other day I ate a sweet potato and it was slightly wet, a little different than the usual ooze that comes out, and I started thinking that someone that gathered the potatoes/someone at the grocery store injected lsd into the potato. It's stupid but I had an anxiety attack after I ate it.

Lately, it's been more than just food. I just took a bath and thought "what if all this water is actually liquid lsd".
Then for the next hour or so, i'm silently freaking out, waiting to start tripping balls.
This fixation has been destroying me. It doesn't help that I have an eating disorder I'm trying to overcome and this is just making it harder to eat.

I heard this myth that guys at concerts will sometimes go around and slap the back of people's necks with liquid lsd (they'd be wearting gloves obvs), so now at shows I'm constantly paranoid.

EDIT: Also, I worry a lot that I'm allergic to things. Like if I'm eating cashews, even though I've never had a problem with them, I think that they might suddenly trigger something and I'll die. Sigh.

Does anyone have any advice? I'm desperate. It feels like I can't touch or eat anything without being worried.

As a side note, I've done lsd about 5 times and magic mushroom a handful of times as well. I've always had a good time on acid but I'm careful about the set/setting.