KD...this sounds right on. I think there is a fine line between feeling the pain and sometimes how to care for ourselves... particularly with anxiety.

I feel better after all of this venting ... really.

We will see what tomorrow brings. Thanks.

Alameda... work has been difficult. Mainly I show up and try to stay focused. Thank you for your thoughtful post. Hope work is going well for you.

I think I am ready to wind down ... and ready for tomorrow.