Biological age doesn't mind. I'm 43 and still didn't learn to love me enough.
I'm now going very slowly but there were times when I got many job done. It's like that. We haven't got always the same strenght.

Are you reciving some kind of help, I mean a professional, a counsellor, a friend...?

Let me go back to your first post where you said that you had the sensation that you didn't were doing your best.
Which aspects do you think that you are not working very hard? What is stopping you?
It's not a question for you to write here. I don't want to push you. It's only to think in case it can help you.

I also have to work in some issues, I will begin a new therapy on May, 5th. There is always a hope.