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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate
I'm going to try doing something that I don't want to do - going against avoiding people. I even did it to my best friend here. ITS NOT MY FAULT. I'm going to socialize more and having 6 days left isn't an excuse not to.
But I feel like I have to be high a number of times so I know what it's like to be in a good mood that isn't a 4/10.
One guy told me that I'm cool but they respect my need to isolate which is a twisted irrational thing that I shouldn't be doing and it kills me. Narcissism aside, I think I'm great but people have to talk to me first. That's the only reason I made friends here.
I feel like I would do it for everyone that has these symptoms.
Any support would be ok but if it's a lot of support, I might be less anxious and I'd definitely do it.
Logical non sense is filling up my brain. I'm a 7/10 agitated.
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Tweaky, it has always been out of my comfort zone to talk to people first, so I get what you mean. You shouldn't deprive the world around you of your awesomeness. You don't have to go out and be the center of attention to everyone, just start small and smile and maybe say hi to someone. That's a step. I think you'll do great.