My dear t: I wish I could have let myself tell you last week just how much I indeed want to see you again one last time in person. I wanted to shout "YES!" when you said you're planning to come to town next month to tie some things up and that we could meet while you're here, but I didn't, I was almost afraid to say anything so I just acted all cool about it. You've said in the past that at times you think you "hear" my psyche - I hope you heard it then so you know just how much I want this.