Hello All,

I haven't been on here in a while due to not having very many issues lately with my DID. It's been quiet in my head lately. No nightmares. I'm not waking up ready to fight in the middle of the night either. Part of this I believe is due to my recovery from surgery. I'm home from the hospital and have been pretty much on bed rest. Besides taking my son to school and picking him up, I've been in bed all day or on the couch!

The other day I was driving to my son's school and was overwhelmed with this feeling that I almost mistook for depersonalizion, but then realized what I was feeling was different. I was CALM! I'm NEVER calm. Im usually plagued by CONSTANT anxiety which I do take meds for. I'm unsure if the meds even help, but I think these three weeks I've spent away from life has truly helped to calm my mind, and that's what have eased my DID symptoms.

I still think my alters are taking over at night, but I no longer care. The take overs don't bother me. The other issues in my life that bother me are not an issue right now either. I'm not sure how long this peaceful feeling will last, but I'm sure gonna try to enjoy it while I can!