I avoid certain things because:
- I feel like I'm worthless
- feel like I will annoy someone
- feel like I'm wasting someone's time
- worry over being terrible at something
- worry about embarassing myself
- worry about making mistakes
- worry about being abandoned
- worry about being rejected
- worry about being a burden
- worry about pissing someone off
- worry about not being good enough
- worry that I'll say something rude or inappropriate
etc etc etc.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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