hi loki
it is unfortunate that your parents do not understand or support you, but good that you do have the opportunity for support several times a week. you dont say how old you are, are you able to go to counseling by yourself? have your boyfriend take you when you are together? there are many services available for the disabled to assist them in functioning on their own. have you thought about accessing these? if there is a family resource center near you, they can be helpful in finding these resources for you. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome