Getting another coke for another smoke.

Life owes me years of hedonia.

I feel like crap because I mostly talk about drugs on here. I just want to get that feeling back of being content. It's sad. Hopefully I can enjoy life eventually. I hate this it's so hard.

My leaving of this place will be pretty spiritual I'm sure.

Therapist even said that he did drugs especially marijuana and it gave him a different perspective on things.

Why the government wants to not legalize so we can see things differently hmm.. I don't know..