It's really helpful to be able to read and see that others go through the same thing. It's really hard to deal with and unfortunately I don't have the money to take it out. I've tried locking it in a box but my problem is that we have a lot of places that deliver food here so I just get up and dig it out to pay for it. I'm trying to set specific amounts of money aside but I don't know. ):
Maybe things will work out somehow on their own. I'm not sure.