i've been thinking lately that relationships are more work than they are worth. i feel emtionally exhausted and don't feel i get enough out of us to be worth it. i also don't feel that he understands or appreciates how much he puts me through. he's not a bad person, just complicated. but i do love him. that is the big problem, lol.
my problem in regards to time is opposite. we don't have enough time together and have weeks where we don't see eachother or even speak on the phone. this is so he can concentrate on work. we have a long distance relationship, but we live in the same city.