Amxiety really bad. have to get tax credits and financial situation sorted out now my job is gone. no help from tony. i cant do this on my own, can't concentrate. i should be receiving
some kind of benefit, we are struggling so bad money wise. he used to be a manager and just wont do things' ubtil tomorrow'. i worry about these things our mortgage is £1000 in arrears, we will lose all the equity and get the house taken off us if things aren't sorted. cant deal, making me slip back into terrible depression.

why is life such a bloody pain in the arse all the time.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

jinny. happy didn't last long did it?

wtf