I can't read your whole post as reading large blocks of text is very difficult for me most of the time(I have schizophrenia, my cognition isn't that great). But I can relate to the title of your post, yes, I have personality "disorder" issues. But I don't care about it all that much, it's not negatively impacting my life so who cares? I am content with myself and I like myself just the way I am. I don't like labels much as I don't fit neatly into any particular box, I'm just me and I'm fine with that.

Take good care of yourself.