I always felt unwanted because my Mom is an alcoholic. Her emotions were caught up in her pain, her self medicated drugs and her trying to pretend that she was fine. My Dad can only deal with people who are fine otherwise he runs away, literally pretending to work on the other side of the world. I was always asking for attention, love, help because my Mom kept moving me across the world so she could chase my Dad. I am a stubborn strong person so I never stopped trying to get enough love. They eventually cut me off. I still tried to get in contact. Eventually, my Mom came on the phone to speak to me. I have found a group of us who were not wanted by certain people in our lives that were not capable of being there. As part of this group, which is always waiting, always kind, and has a lot of love and smiles to give, I say welcome to you. We will hug you when ever you ask. If you take a breath, go for a walk, and when you are ready come and visit again for a hug.