Seriously.

Day before yesterday my one friend still had his friend who was in a car accident and in hospital.

Day before yesterday, my other friend hadn't watched a little girl die. Who she couldn't save, even when she tried.

My roomate is anxiously waiting (since the weekend) to see if there's any news about a very ill grandparent in hospital that could potentially die because of how sick they are.

... I'm just noticing that bad stuff happens a lot ... but maybe that's because I'm devaluing the good stuff.

All I know is that it sucks and I don't know how to help any of my friends with the pain they're currently experiencing. I tried.