4 more packs

Screw it.

I'm spending so much money. Might as well spend another 200 on whatever Idk dealer won't answer his phone so screw it. I messaged twice and didn't know what to so I froze like I do with conversations. The methylphenidate helped to organize my thoughts I'm going to do something stupid I feel

Why the hell is there a cop car here?

I'm about to lose it. Psychiatrist appointment idk what to say. The therapist says that is thought blocking

I hate this I don't see the point in life trying to fix an illness that can't be fixed. But this is me thinking negatively * it I'll go to the group