you guys...i just been fighting this religious battle for a few months now and i feel like god has been punishing me. like he put me as a captain but im like daniel or judas. one of the 12 disciples. and without trying to sound all religious-y i just dont want to be defeated by demons ok?

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i took some haldol.
now if i can just get through this.
if i can just simulate what they would do at the hospital. ill be fine. you know? cuz they cant do much more than give me meds and a bed and food. you know?