I'm recently discovering that each alter can have their own MI. One can be ADHD, another Borderline, another Narccism...

I'm so confused. I'm so tempted to quit all psychiatric meds to see what happens. I'm willing to go insane to discover the truth.

I'm just wondering if my meds are making me more loopier than I really am.

What to do? Meds have stabilized my mood, but I don't know if it's like the same as just smoking a joint and drinking a pitcher of beer to become passive, which I've done forever.

I also have a disability case pending because I can't function enough to deal with life. Idk what to do. Any thoughts?