T, Thank you! When I sent you my text tonight...
"Not doing well. Extremely worried about $. Called dad for advice but hung up cause I couldn't stop crying. Bad thoughts. Trying to push them away. Can you call me?"
I was so unbelievably upset that I didn't even care if that was 3 texts in 2 weeks. So first, thanks for putting up with that.
Then you called me a couple minutes later and gave me almost half an hour of your time. Thank you for that. I also think that you were trying to have dinner but you still called me. You were very helpful. When I see you in 2 days I will tell you that I went to my meeting after we spoke instead of sitting at home in my head. Then later I called my sister like you suggested.
I guess I'm just feeling grateful for you.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator 
-Daughter
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