I admire your strength in starting over. Constant pain I understand. The struggle to get out of the bed. To move, talk, go out of the house. When all you want to do is stay in bed and not do a damn thing. That life is so painful, what is the f'in point.

I've read your posts. Terrible abandonment. By the person you pay to help.

To start over does require great strength and character.

I wish you the best.