Hey waterknob, you've been so unhappy in this job for such a long time. Now that the time is finally approaching to change jobs, it's completely normal to feel how you are feeling. Even though you've been unhappy, it's also 'known' to you. You came to know what to expect. Things were consistent. Taking a new step forward for a change you've been seeking can still be frightening in a sense. Make you feel anxious? It's new, and a bit unknown. But you leave behind the unhappiness and stress, and will be entering into a whole new world! It's hard when the excitement and anxiety/fear overlap. It's also quite normal to feel somewhat guilty, sorry for, leaving the staff at your current job. But you have to hold onto your future! This transition I know hasn't been easy, but you will get through it! I wish you much happiness and success in your new job