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all my signs and symptoms are starting to form in that direction...
I hope its a clean one all summer and dosent get cloudy and mixed and miserable.
i really do need to stay out of inpatient though. Someday ill accept it and be put on the meds they want me on but i am so sososososos scared of depression like i had this winter before it went mixed that i will do anything to stay away from it and sometimes the meds just take the mania and not the depression
and THAT is not fun a'tall
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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