Thanks soo much guys for the kind words and support. I am having my first meeting with my psychologist next week-yay! I am so ready to get on the healing path. I think I am just overwhelmed in my life right now after just recently having a baby, moving and not getting any help from my husband, family or friends during this. I feel like I am the only one. I am eating, just not as much as I would like! LOL Since my anxiety flare up my mouth and throat feel weird and that scares me and makes me all paranoid so that is why I am scared to eat. I`m glad I found this place, it is good to know I am not the only one who feels this way.

Also, is anyone dealing with having a spouse that is not understanding? My husband tries but keeps saying to me to just not "think that way" and that I am "crazy". I am at my wits end with that man. He really isn't helping the situation.