I'm not feeling much of anything, think I have shut down. I know inside deep under the surface I am not good.

You have no idea, at all, how intense and intimate(emotionally) a therapy relationship can become when you first enter into one. I had no idea.

This hurts more than I think it ought to. That is why I have stopped with the feeling thing.

I hope I can keep it together in session in 2 days time. It will feel dreadful to walk out that door for the final time.

I could do with some positive thoughts for support, please....